Before talking about perfectionism, maybe it would be appropriate to give a definition of what it means. Or maybe not, since definitions are incomplete and limiting anyway. Or maybe yes, since it would reduce the Babylon of understandings. Well, skip the definition…

Blaming perfectionism for the difficulty to decide which opinion is worth believing or sharing could be an option. On the other hand, since I started working with CoRe, my “yes, but…” mind developed a strong preference for “yes” AND “no” simultaneously, and it seems to find a multitude of options/variants/possibilities in a way that makes choosing a risky adventure.

Can I blame that on perfectionism? Yes and no.

The funny part is that since my recent experience at John of God in Brazil, I am no longer uncomfortable with perfectionism, indecision, ‘not-knowing’. It does not mean that I stopped looking for certainty or I stopped craving for feeling secure. It just means that I don’t experience them as relevant anymore.

Abadiania, April 15.

I stand in the row waiting for my turn to give him my question. An older lady approaches, they talk, he asks for a wheelchair, she sits, he performs a ‘visible operation’ on her…head… brain… What?!

My eyes see blood, sterilized instruments, cut hair, pieces of brain… My mind goes on ‘search’ to try and compute what the eyes send it as information. I am fully awake, aware, attentive.. No judgement, no emotions. Just present to the mind that sorts out and applies several filters of perception… What if it were a trick, like with magicians on stage? Anything under his sleeve? ‘Error.’  What if I am in a trance, trapped in a collective hypnotic state? ‘Error.’ What if because of previous information about his miraculous healings I am mesmerized by his charisma? (science says that the part of the brain that is responsible for vigilance and criticism gets shut off under such circumstances). ‘Error’…’Error’… I keep looking, while the mind keeps searching for an answer that would make the experience ‘true or false’. Eureka! The saving thought appears – “I cannot believe my eyes!”… The information transmitted by the eyes is probably being processed as a simultaneous yes-and-no. Since no decision about ‘true or false’ can be made under such unfavorable circumstances, I just feel like… laughing!

A split second of knowing that I am in the Point where Worlds Touch and from where there is no return. A split second of knowing that not-knowing can be experienced as a high form of understanding.

The ‘operation’ is finished. My turn comes. I give him the little note with the request. He gives me the usual little note he hands out when you arrive in front of him. It’s the ‘treatment’. It says: go to the sacred waterfall. His answer has nothing to do with my request. It has everything to do with my untold wish, since the day I arrived there – to go to the waterfall.

Does he do ‘miracles’? Yes AND no. My understanding so far is that he activates potential and uncovers existing ‘miracles’.

Is this true? Is this false? Error. Irrelevant questions. Experience life from the Point where Worlds Touch. And from beyond that point. And from inside. And…

„Far away in the heavenly abode of the great god Indra, there is a wonderful net which has been hung by some cunning artificer in such a manner that it stretches out infinitely in all directions. In accordance with the extravagant tastes of deities, the artificer has hung a single glittering jewel in each ‘eye’ of the net, and since the net itself is infinite in dimension, the jewels are infinite in number. There hang the jewels, glittering like stars in the first magnitude, a wonderful sight to behold. If we now arbitrarily select one of these jewels for inspection and look closely at it, we will discover that in its polished surface there are reflected all the other jewels in the net, infinite in number. Not only that, but each of the jewels reflected in this one jewel is also reflecting all the other jewels, so that there is an infinite reflecting process occurring.” (description by Francis H.Cook – Hua-Yen Buddhism: The Jewel Net of Indra).

In friendship,

Daniela Andreescu

Kiran’s Comment :

Great post Daniela… you have definitely upgraded from a “Yes But” to a “Yes and No” person, welcome to the DLE club…. surgery was successful

The net of our mind - can be a net of jewels - for most it is a spider web, that sucks your blood, with all the "but"

Here is what was my summary after the interviews I did with participants of the AIM training at John of God

and here some additional realizations I had on the  cemetery  in Florianopolis …. take not of the very strong ORB that constantly tried to get into my eyes and hear the very loud NOISE at times, that was not a defect of my recording equipment but apparently some interference by entities that did not want this information to be broadcasted :

and last but not lease Bob’s version of spiritual healing, Bob was our host in Pirenopolis the town close to John of Gods healing place and Bob has a wonderful Posada there for you to stay if you ever intend to go there

the second half of this video is my inauguration speech for AIM the Academy of Informational Modalities

Summary :

1. Strong believe makes Faith-Healing difficult, negative believe makes it                            impossible

2. Difference between EARTH-MOVING-FAITH and TRACK-MOVING-                             FAITH

Here are some more interviews about the topic of FAITH HEALING :

Most people out there including the scientific and skeptics community would say what we are doing with the CoRe system is Faith Healing. I want to show you with these short interviews that most of us have a very vague idea of what we mean with “Faith healing” and that it generally today has a very  low connotation. But also I want to show you that if we re-define our understanding of it, we can proudly say “Yes we are doing faith/ spiritual healing with CoRe” and do not have to escape in some even more confused quantum-explanations.

Faith-Healing has this bad reputation because little minded priests have reduced it to the idea “You just have to believe – and it will be given to you by God” and THE SECRET has now become a bestseller with the same idea with the only difference that it is not God anymore who is the giver but THE UNIVERSE….. what a quantum leap in understanding !!!

To make Faith or Believe work anything it has to be much more than a strong, willful, stubborn, convinced thought in your mind. In fact it has to be the opposite of it because this kind of mind set “can move mountains” which means it can do work on the physical level, like a CAT earth moving equipment but it cannot move you on a different track of the field of variations / informational matrix.

To make this possible you have not to be dogmatically trained and blindly convinced in your salvation but you have to be open for change = DLE, for the unknown, unpredictable (that church-goers are usually terribly afraid of). You have to have informational tools to make the connection, CoRe can be this tool or another guide that is not bound by crystallized believes who is a channel, a medium, independent of his like and dislikes – like John of God

with David  Snoad (in German language)

and with Daniela Andreescu who started this topic with her slightly

negative remark on the first day “All this is just Faith Healing”

Dear Friends

we went with 30 of the participants from the AIM training to Abadiania where John of God has his clinic

There he receives 3 days a week, daily more than 1 – 2 thousand people that ask him for healing or guidance.

Some of the participants of the AIM training that came to John of God

Daniela from Romania expressed on the first day of our visit with some disappointment “THIS IS ALL JUST FAITH HEALING”

which I took as a reason to make 7 interviews with participants on what they think is FAITH HEALING ?     This showed that

for most it was just a word that we learned before without being able to give it meaning and content.

At the Clinic of John of God we are usually lacking words to describe what we experience, so unfortunately some feel forced to apply

labels that are an attempt to communicate, however usually are only loaded with misconceptions of those who

never went for the actual experience.

I invite you to comment what you think/ believe is Believe healing and in the next weeks posting I will show some more interviews I made

and how Daniela and her understanding transformed in the 3 days that we were at John of God.

and then my friend Heinz from Switzerland, who speaks very good Portuguese as his girlfriend is Brazilian however in this video we will talk German

Kiran und Heinz aus der Schweiz, einer der Teilnehmer beim AIM training  sprechen darüber was Geistheilung – spirituelle Heilung bedeutet und was es bedarf. Danach ist Geistheilung nicht Glaubensheilung, sondern ein individuelles objektives Ereignis das meistens nur durch unser defektes Glaubenssystem erschwert oder unmöglich gemacht wird.

Willy on Faith Healing at John of God

I just got this nice Email from our new friend and user in France, Angelika

Angelika Bruno
Thérapie Holistique
1260 chemin de Gaudon
Hameau de Gaudon
F-83440 Montauroux

and she included the picture :

Not really DLE but just LABILITY... hope Angelika the rest of your new healing space has some more Equilibrium

AND I wanted to take the chance to remind you again to sign up as we already have 24 registrations and I guess we will have a limmit of 50 participants.

Despite presenters like Dr, Nuno Nina and Dr. DeMayer we will also go to see John of God

which certainly alone will make it worth the trip

Invitation for the next AIM Certification in Brazil

The next AIM certification training will be held next year in Sao Paulo State on the Ilhabella, the biggest and one of the most beautiful islands in Brazil. We will do 3 days of training starting on in the weekend after Easter 10-12th April 2010. Those who wish can join us to see John of God and travel with us for 1-3 days on Tuesday the 13^th to Brasilia.
Also if you want to arrive already on the 7th we would have the pleasure to show you Ihabella and its surrounding.

Cost will be about 50 $ a night plus food, about $200 for the return ticket to Brasilia and for the cost of flight from your place of living we recommend you check www.kayak.com flights to Sao Paulo GRU. We will make more detailed announcements but it in the next News but you would help us by telling us your tentative plans to attend (please contact Debora@Inergetix.com ).